So, it's been a while since I updated.
Summer has been pretty boring for me. I eat, lay around the house all day, and stare into space, thinking. Sometimes I draw, read, go on the computer, or sing to my music too.
It's kind boring, and I'm not doing anything productive, but I need this time off! I need this break from school.
Today, I was bored and on YouTube wasting time. I ended up watching over 20 video's of people's experiences of being a foreign exchange student in Japan. I already said I wished to attend a "school" in Japan, but now I realize I want to attend a real school in Japan my senior year.
It won't be easy though.
One, money. I have no doubt it will cost a fortune.
Two, credits. I'll be spending a semester (6 months) in a foreign place, which means I'll be missing school. I really need to make sure I have most of my credits, even if I have to take them in the summer.
Three, language. I know hiragana, katakana, and a handful of vocabulary. I only know how to
write about 10 kanji, but I can recongnize around 30, which really isn't enough. I know that
as an exchange student, they won't be expecting me to be fluent, but I at least want to learn a bit more before I go over.
Four, weight. Me being foreign and having dark skin will already make me stand out, so when I go over, I want to be a lot skinnier than I am now. I've been meaning to lose weight forever, but it's not easy, trust me. But now because of my health, Lolita, and now going to Japan, I have 3 big reasons to want to lose weight.
I'm discussing this with my mom NOW, even though it won't happen until next year. I really want to plan this out in advance. I hope she says yes. If she does, I can learn about the culture, language, and customs first hand.
Right now, I am researching exchange programs, costs, and watching and reading blogs about people who are doing the same thing I'm attempting.
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Rethinking
I was drawing last night, and I was listening to all of my AKB songs. Then I was up all of the night thinking.
Something bothered me about what I posted yesterday in my post (My conclusion about AKB)
It's been bothering me all day, so now I have to fix it.
I was listening to the B sides of Beginner "Boku dake no value" "Mint ni tsuite" "Nakeru Basho" I realized I really loved them (especially boku dake no value) I had never listened to them before, I never gave them a chance and I don't know why. This made me realize something.
Okay yes, there are many annoying things that AKB does that bothers me.
Like their songs. It's either a moderately uplifting song, or a slow ballad. ALL of their songs fit in this category. (except Beginner and RIVER) There's no variation! I wish they'd add funny noises in their music like H!P does to theirs. I wish they'd let lose and have fun.
But I can't change that, their just not type of group.
I'll still be a moderately casual fan though.
And I still think Momoiro clover is better and more creative.
But I realize I can never hate AKB.
I may like Momosu waaaay more them them, but we all have groups we love and groups we like right?
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Something bothered me about what I posted yesterday in my post (My conclusion about AKB)
It's been bothering me all day, so now I have to fix it.
I was listening to the B sides of Beginner "Boku dake no value" "Mint ni tsuite" "Nakeru Basho" I realized I really loved them (especially boku dake no value) I had never listened to them before, I never gave them a chance and I don't know why. This made me realize something.
Okay yes, there are many annoying things that AKB does that bothers me.
Like their songs. It's either a moderately uplifting song, or a slow ballad. ALL of their songs fit in this category. (except Beginner and RIVER) There's no variation! I wish they'd add funny noises in their music like H!P does to theirs. I wish they'd let lose and have fun.
But I can't change that, their just not type of group.
I'll still be a moderately casual fan though.
And I still think Momoiro clover is better and more creative.
But I realize I can never hate AKB.
I may like Momosu waaaay more them them, but we all have groups we love and groups we like right?
.
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
My conclusion about AKB
I got into jpop through the H!P group, berryz koubou. Berryz led me to the rest of H!P including Morning Musume. They opened the doors to other groups in H!P, say, AKB for instance. I've always focused on berryz. After all, they were the group that led me into this wonderful world of music.
Then, I discovered AKB. But just like momosu, I was pretty casual about them. I loved their music, but I didn't want to learn their names and I didn't want to go around and discuss them on forums. I didn't feel like I loved AKB and momosu as much as berryz.
In early 2010, I started to really get into momusu. I learned their names, what they looked like, and what their voices sounded like. I started participating in the momusu forums, searching for older songs by them (Renai Revolution <3). I wished I was at anime expo (where they performed) I'd always watch the PV's and concert video's on youtube over and over. I cried when Koharu graduated (she was my favorite member) And bawled when Kamei Eri, and the panda's graduated. (I was just getting to know linlin and junjun!) I watched the kyuukies audition (I love you Zukki, Mogi) in suspense in who would be joining momusu. Cried when I saw maji desu ka ska! and how cute the girls looked. I rejoiced when maji desu ka ska and only you hit 1 million views.
Suddenly the "oh, this group looks cool but berryz are better" went to "oh wow, I love these girls just as much as berryz" And it happened naturally. I didn't force myself to be interested in momusu, It came freely. Of course during this time, I got more into AKB too. When they had a new single, I'd always be sure to add it to my ipod. I'd glance once or twice at their PV's, but never watching the whole thing.
So I guess you could say, I've always been a momusu girl. No matter how hard I tried to get into AKB as much as momusu, It didn't work. There's just these little thing about AKB that annoy me. Soon, I started feeling bitter towards them. I guess them selling 1 million copies per single compared to momusu's 40k has something to do with it. But that's not all:
It sounds like I hate AKB, but really, I don't.
I have all of their singles on my ipod (except chance no junban D: and everyday kachuusha) and a select few songs off of albums and stages that I like. I've finally some to a conclusion after weeks of contemplating.
I'm going to be a casual about AKB, a casual fan.
I'm not going to go on AKB forums and spend my time watching PV's and concerts.When they have a new single, I'll listen to it, see If I like it. If I do, great, I'll buy it. If not, then, well, ignore. I'm just not going to do the same things with AKB that I do with momusu and berryz.
And what's wrong with that?
AKB may be Japan's #1 girl group, but that doesn't mean I have to be a die hard fan and worship them like goddesses. I think a causal fan will be much better. That way, I don't have to be rude to anybody when I read AKB related news on tokyohive or youtube. This fan war, these fights, this AKB vs momusu thing has worn me out. I can't be a fan of both.
I choose momusu.
I'm pretty sure it has always been momusu.
Momoiro Clover should be in AKB's place. Momoclo should be selling millions. I listen to their songs and think "wow, I've never heard anything like this before" I watch their PV's and I'm totally entertained. They have cool outfits (not school uniforms like most groups, except Ikuze! Kaitou Shojo) They do things that AKB would never do. Like wear coconuts on their boobs, or dance crazily. They aren't afraid to dress up as power rangers and look stupid. Their wild, crazy, and are all about having fun.Everything they do is original. Their unique. And that's what I like.
I wish AKB all the luck in the world. They've already sold millions, breaking lots of records and making history. Soon, they'll break the record for momusu's Love Machine which sold around 1.6k. Everyday Kachuusha sold around 1.5k, so I'll know they'll break the record with their next single. Personally, songs like 10nen Sakura, Sakura no Hanabiratachi, Boku no Taiyou, all of their older songs has this aura, this spark to them, which made them lovely songs. After Sakura no Shiori, AKB just kind of lost that spark for me.
Then, I discovered AKB. But just like momosu, I was pretty casual about them. I loved their music, but I didn't want to learn their names and I didn't want to go around and discuss them on forums. I didn't feel like I loved AKB and momosu as much as berryz.
In early 2010, I started to really get into momusu. I learned their names, what they looked like, and what their voices sounded like. I started participating in the momusu forums, searching for older songs by them (Renai Revolution <3). I wished I was at anime expo (where they performed) I'd always watch the PV's and concert video's on youtube over and over. I cried when Koharu graduated (she was my favorite member) And bawled when Kamei Eri, and the panda's graduated. (I was just getting to know linlin and junjun!) I watched the kyuukies audition (I love you Zukki, Mogi) in suspense in who would be joining momusu. Cried when I saw maji desu ka ska! and how cute the girls looked. I rejoiced when maji desu ka ska and only you hit 1 million views.
Suddenly the "oh, this group looks cool but berryz are better" went to "oh wow, I love these girls just as much as berryz" And it happened naturally. I didn't force myself to be interested in momusu, It came freely. Of course during this time, I got more into AKB too. When they had a new single, I'd always be sure to add it to my ipod. I'd glance once or twice at their PV's, but never watching the whole thing.
So I guess you could say, I've always been a momusu girl. No matter how hard I tried to get into AKB as much as momusu, It didn't work. There's just these little thing about AKB that annoy me. Soon, I started feeling bitter towards them. I guess them selling 1 million copies per single compared to momusu's 40k has something to do with it. But that's not all:
- AKB doesn't sing live that much. That shows the world that you can't sing. It takes great effort to sing and dance at the same time. I tried it, it's really hard. People come to your concerts to hear you. What's the point if your dancing along to some studio recording? Otherwise, they can just plug in their ipods and listen to the song.
- AKB's fan service is just too much for me. In a poll, it showed that girls and boys around age 20 were the biggest AKB fans. The male and female section were nearly equal, which means that AKB's fans have just as many female fans as male fans. Then why all the fan service? Every other week, I see a magazine filled with Mayuyu or Acchan or Tomochin wearing sexy lingerie in suggestive poses. Photobooks that are made so you can "pretend" your on a date with the member. And Heavy Rotation. WTF was that? TEENAGED girls in lingerie wearing cat ears and kissing each other?! Over in Japan, it may be "cute" but over in America, If a girl or girl group did that, they'd be highly looked down upon and shunned. That sexy stuff and Lingerie is for Women, adults like Katy Perry and Lady Gaga. Teenaged girls shouldn't be playing around in that stuff.
- The senbatsu elections are pointless. It is the same people every time. Every. Freaking. Time.
- Their sales keep going up for every single, which is a good thing. However, their sales keep going up regardless of how good the song is. It's just like how twilight got popular. Everyone suddenly notices it, and it becomes waaayy popular, waayy overrated. People are buying AKB stuff just because it's AKB, and it's what's in now. It doesn't mean they necessary like it, but they just want to be normal and be up to date with what's "in".
- They are just "too in your face" Participating in photo shoots, commercials, dramas, baseball games! Tokyohive makes it their goal to post an AKB article every five seconds. I just want to yell "I'm tired of seeing you"
It sounds like I hate AKB, but really, I don't.
I have all of their singles on my ipod (except chance no junban D: and everyday kachuusha) and a select few songs off of albums and stages that I like. I've finally some to a conclusion after weeks of contemplating.
I'm going to be a casual about AKB, a casual fan.
I'm not going to go on AKB forums and spend my time watching PV's and concerts.When they have a new single, I'll listen to it, see If I like it. If I do, great, I'll buy it. If not, then, well, ignore. I'm just not going to do the same things with AKB that I do with momusu and berryz.
And what's wrong with that?
AKB may be Japan's #1 girl group, but that doesn't mean I have to be a die hard fan and worship them like goddesses. I think a causal fan will be much better. That way, I don't have to be rude to anybody when I read AKB related news on tokyohive or youtube. This fan war, these fights, this AKB vs momusu thing has worn me out. I can't be a fan of both.
I choose momusu.
I'm pretty sure it has always been momusu.
Momoiro Clover should be in AKB's place. Momoclo should be selling millions. I listen to their songs and think "wow, I've never heard anything like this before" I watch their PV's and I'm totally entertained. They have cool outfits (not school uniforms like most groups, except Ikuze! Kaitou Shojo) They do things that AKB would never do. Like wear coconuts on their boobs, or dance crazily. They aren't afraid to dress up as power rangers and look stupid. Their wild, crazy, and are all about having fun.Everything they do is original. Their unique. And that's what I like.
I wish AKB all the luck in the world. They've already sold millions, breaking lots of records and making history. Soon, they'll break the record for momusu's Love Machine which sold around 1.6k. Everyday Kachuusha sold around 1.5k, so I'll know they'll break the record with their next single. Personally, songs like 10nen Sakura, Sakura no Hanabiratachi, Boku no Taiyou, all of their older songs has this aura, this spark to them, which made them lovely songs. After Sakura no Shiori, AKB just kind of lost that spark for me.
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
I am going to this school no matter what! +rant
Anime and manga definitely helped me like Japan and get me into it, but I do not love Japan only for anime and manga. I love the language, culture, and history (even though I don't know much about these!)
That's why, before I die, I'd really like to visit there!
Next year, I hear my school is doing another exchange program, this time, Arundel students have a chance to go over to Sagamihara (near Tokyo) and visit their school. I don't know if this is official, but if it is, I'd be so happy! I already talked it over with my mom. She's worried about me going over there. I reassured her at least 2 teachers would come with us, and we'd be in groups (most of the time). Plus, I know a junior who I talk to that said she wants to go to. My mom never said a definite "NO", but it wasn't a yes either... I hope she lets me go. I have high confidence that I can pass the test (well, at least I think there's a test...) This is my dream...
I also really want to attend this school: http://www.japanese-school-asahi.com/
Asahi Nihongo, a school in Fukuoa, Japan dedicated to teaching students all over the world Japanese language and culture. It seems like a really cool school!
When can I go to this school? Next Summer In 2 years? 5 years? When I get out of college? Japan just had numerous earthquakes and a tsunami hit them... they are healing, so I don't know. I thought the Summer course could be a good idea, but that course is only like 5 days *____* That's waay too short!
Why do I even have an interest in Japan? If manga/anime (which got me into Japan in the first place) was started in India, would I love India like this? What about Australia? Britain? Naahh, probably not. I love India. The clothes, the culture, the race. (chocolate skin and dark hair. Indians look very pretty <3 I love Australian and British accents, or any accent for that matter)
Who knows?
RANT:
I don't talk about Japan around anyone, because really, who cares? I like Japan, but why do I need to talk about it 24/7? Though one time I did, around my friend N. I regret it. Here's what happened:
N: *scream*
Me:What?
N: WE'RE LEARNING ABOUT RUSSIA!!! (we're in world history class)
Me: *shrugs* okay
N: I LOVE RUSSIA!!!
Me: Okay... clam down. We're learning about Japan and you don't see me screaming.
N: But your not even Japanese...
Me: ...And? So what? Do you have a point? Your obsessed with Russia.
N: Well, I'm Russian, and I like other countries too.
Me: Okay, Yeah, me too. I really like India, the culture and customs.
N: What are you talking about?
Me: *face plam* Oh, never mind
That was like a slap to my face. I know I'm not Japanese. I am AFRICAN AMERICAN. And the last time I heard, I don't have to be Japanese to visit Japan and learn the culture. Oh. You think just because your Russian (I'm talking about N) You can love Russia, and because I'm not Japanese, I can't love Japan?
BS
I was bitter towards her the rest of class as much as I could without being obvious.
After that situation, I never say anything about Japan.
She used to be into anime/manga until she apparently thought it was "lame" or "uncool" and left. (which is tottaly fine) She still thinks I'm so anime/manga japan obsessed person. (despite me not going to anime club in forever) which is sad, but oh well. Even I'm drifting away from anime/manga. I still like it, but its not where In was a few years ago. me a few years ago:
"OMG!!! The next chapter of ________ came out!!! I HAVE TO READ IT!!"
"OMG!!! I HATE sasuke, he's so annoying"
"OMG!!! Funimation FINALLY got new anime"
*logs onto computer at school**goes straight to mangafox*
now: *logs onto computer at school.**goes straight to jpop asia*
Yeah. Much more into jpop (that is my anime/manga substitute)
maybe if we turned our anime club into an "Asian pop culture" club, or (because why does our club have to stick that that?) "pop culture" club, I'd actually show up.
I'm also getting sick of some of my friends who are 1/2 asian or 1/4 asian or 1/8 asian. They'll be like: "We can do this because we're Asian" "it's an Asian thing" "You can't do it because your not Asian*
I want to slap them all in the faces. endlessly.
It's not that I'm jealous (I'm not) It's just so annoying having to hear it all of the time. it's not as If your even full Asian. Your half or a fourth or an eighth. Maye I could make an acception If you were full, but your not. You connect these statements with these stereotypes. You say you hate stereotypes, and that their wrong, yet you use them all of the time. random generated conversation:
J: "My parents grounded me because I got a B in Spanish"
K: "Ha ha, J, you parents are so Asian"
WTF?
EVERY race wants their child to do good. Lots of non Asian parents (depending on the parents) will get mad If a B (and not an A) is mad in the class. My mom will get mad at me If I get a B in a class she knows I can get an A in, like gym or facts or something.
It's as simple as that.
My friend N, used to do it a lot too, but now she doesn't.
And I love her for that <3
Every time someone does it, I just kind of mentally roll my eyes. (I don't want to be rude)
It's not just me, I see the annoyed looks on some other people's faces too.
we're all just too nice to say anything.
That's why, before I die, I'd really like to visit there!
Next year, I hear my school is doing another exchange program, this time, Arundel students have a chance to go over to Sagamihara (near Tokyo) and visit their school. I don't know if this is official, but if it is, I'd be so happy! I already talked it over with my mom. She's worried about me going over there. I reassured her at least 2 teachers would come with us, and we'd be in groups (most of the time). Plus, I know a junior who I talk to that said she wants to go to. My mom never said a definite "NO", but it wasn't a yes either... I hope she lets me go. I have high confidence that I can pass the test (well, at least I think there's a test...) This is my dream...
I also really want to attend this school: http://www.japanese-school-asahi.com/
Asahi Nihongo, a school in Fukuoa, Japan dedicated to teaching students all over the world Japanese language and culture. It seems like a really cool school!
- Instead of of sitting in boring classrooms all day long, they host parties, field trips, and activities ranging from Hanami to martial arts to manga drawing workshops. They let you learn Japanese, while learning the culture too.
- The pay also seems affordable. It's all under $1000 (If you stay for 2 weeks or less)
- You can choose where to stay. I'd probably stay in a flat, dorm, or with a host family. With a host family, I know I'd be super awkward. I'd worry about embarrassing myself in front of them, or being rude on accident O____O
- There's testimonials,which reassures me.
When can I go to this school? Next Summer In 2 years? 5 years? When I get out of college? Japan just had numerous earthquakes and a tsunami hit them... they are healing, so I don't know. I thought the Summer course could be a good idea, but that course is only like 5 days *____* That's waay too short!
Why do I even have an interest in Japan? If manga/anime (which got me into Japan in the first place) was started in India, would I love India like this? What about Australia? Britain? Naahh, probably not. I love India. The clothes, the culture, the race. (chocolate skin and dark hair. Indians look very pretty <3 I love Australian and British accents, or any accent for that matter)
Who knows?
RANT:
I don't talk about Japan around anyone, because really, who cares? I like Japan, but why do I need to talk about it 24/7? Though one time I did, around my friend N. I regret it. Here's what happened:
N: *scream*
Me:What?
N: WE'RE LEARNING ABOUT RUSSIA!!! (we're in world history class)
Me: *shrugs* okay
N: I LOVE RUSSIA!!!
Me: Okay... clam down. We're learning about Japan and you don't see me screaming.
N: But your not even Japanese...
Me: ...And? So what? Do you have a point? Your obsessed with Russia.
N: Well, I'm Russian, and I like other countries too.
Me: Okay, Yeah, me too. I really like India, the culture and customs.
N: What are you talking about?
Me: *face plam* Oh, never mind
That was like a slap to my face. I know I'm not Japanese. I am AFRICAN AMERICAN. And the last time I heard, I don't have to be Japanese to visit Japan and learn the culture. Oh. You think just because your Russian (I'm talking about N) You can love Russia, and because I'm not Japanese, I can't love Japan?
BS
I was bitter towards her the rest of class as much as I could without being obvious.
After that situation, I never say anything about Japan.
She used to be into anime/manga until she apparently thought it was "lame" or "uncool" and left. (which is tottaly fine) She still thinks I'm so anime/manga japan obsessed person. (despite me not going to anime club in forever) which is sad, but oh well. Even I'm drifting away from anime/manga. I still like it, but its not where In was a few years ago. me a few years ago:
"OMG!!! The next chapter of ________ came out!!! I HAVE TO READ IT!!"
"OMG!!! I HATE sasuke, he's so annoying"
"OMG!!! Funimation FINALLY got new anime"
*logs onto computer at school**goes straight to mangafox*
now: *logs onto computer at school.**goes straight to jpop asia*
Yeah. Much more into jpop (that is my anime/manga substitute)
maybe if we turned our anime club into an "Asian pop culture" club, or (because why does our club have to stick that that?) "pop culture" club, I'd actually show up.
I'm also getting sick of some of my friends who are 1/2 asian or 1/4 asian or 1/8 asian. They'll be like: "We can do this because we're Asian" "it's an Asian thing" "You can't do it because your not Asian*
I want to slap them all in the faces. endlessly.
It's not that I'm jealous (I'm not) It's just so annoying having to hear it all of the time. it's not as If your even full Asian. Your half or a fourth or an eighth. Maye I could make an acception If you were full, but your not. You connect these statements with these stereotypes. You say you hate stereotypes, and that their wrong, yet you use them all of the time. random generated conversation:
J: "My parents grounded me because I got a B in Spanish"
K: "Ha ha, J, you parents are so Asian"
WTF?
EVERY race wants their child to do good. Lots of non Asian parents (depending on the parents) will get mad If a B (and not an A) is mad in the class. My mom will get mad at me If I get a B in a class she knows I can get an A in, like gym or facts or something.
It's as simple as that.
My friend N, used to do it a lot too, but now she doesn't.
And I love her for that <3
Every time someone does it, I just kind of mentally roll my eyes. (I don't want to be rude)
It's not just me, I see the annoyed looks on some other people's faces too.
we're all just too nice to say anything.
Monday, May 30, 2011
Manga update
I haven't posted in a loong time. I've just been so busy. In the months that I haven't posted, I've bought quite a lot of things, mostly manga.I also made a new blog where I review jpop and kpop music. (but mostly jpop) Click here!
I may not like manga and anime as much as before, but I think I'll always love shojo manga. I got another Arina manga, Sakura Hime Kaden! I read this on manga fox, and got bored with it and lost my place. Now that I have the book and read it again, it's not that bad. Not as good as Full Moon, but okay. I wish she'd make her characters look different. Sakura looks just like Haine. They have similar personalities too. sigh. I'll still buy the next volume though.
I finally got Arisa, volume 2! I love Natsumi Ando's art. It's a little different from kitchen Princesses, better even. Volume 2 was another great one. I can't wait to see what will happen in volume 3.
This series is okay. It's a shojo manga, but boys are the main characters. Kind of weird. I got volume's 1, 2, and 3 together at a borders that was closing down. On top of the coupons and sales that it had, I paid no more than $7 for all three of these. I'm not going to buy future volumes of this, but I'll read them in the book store.
I read this series on mangafox a while ago, but lost my place! I also bought these cheap because borders went out of business. I really like the story and the art. I'm glad I can collect this series!
I ordered these books to help me with backgrounds.I think their awesome! The backgrounds in here are really helpful. They come with a toned one and one without tones on it:
I got this to help me color better with copic's ( because I still suck) It's helpful, and has amazing art from the artists that contributed.
When I see all of the stuff I buy, I think I'm spoiled O_____________O
But then I compare myself to other people. I have a DS light that I've had for years, an ipod nano, and a cell phone I barley use. The only things I buy are art supplies and books. I rarely buy new clothes. Yeah, I have a lot of books, but that's because that's all that I buy. I'm not even kidding. I would rather buy books than nail polish.
I may not like manga and anime as much as before, but I think I'll always love shojo manga. I got another Arina manga, Sakura Hime Kaden! I read this on manga fox, and got bored with it and lost my place. Now that I have the book and read it again, it's not that bad. Not as good as Full Moon, but okay. I wish she'd make her characters look different. Sakura looks just like Haine. They have similar personalities too. sigh. I'll still buy the next volume though.
I finally got Arisa, volume 2! I love Natsumi Ando's art. It's a little different from kitchen Princesses, better even. Volume 2 was another great one. I can't wait to see what will happen in volume 3.
I read this series on mangafox a while ago, but lost my place! I also bought these cheap because borders went out of business. I really like the story and the art. I'm glad I can collect this series!
I got this to help me color better with copic's ( because I still suck) It's helpful, and has amazing art from the artists that contributed.
When I see all of the stuff I buy, I think I'm spoiled O_____________O
But then I compare myself to other people. I have a DS light that I've had for years, an ipod nano, and a cell phone I barley use. The only things I buy are art supplies and books. I rarely buy new clothes. Yeah, I have a lot of books, but that's because that's all that I buy. I'm not even kidding. I would rather buy books than nail polish.
Thursday, April 21, 2011
I finished "Your Beautiful"!
(originally posted on deviantart)
I started watching "your beautiful" a month ago.
After watching Mary Stayed Out All Night, a friend suggested I watch it. She said JGS was much more likable in this drama which I couldn't believe since I thought he was amazing in Mary. (until the end)
Well, I FINISHED IT LIKE 5 MINUTES AGO!! And she was right! Out of all of the Korean dramas I've watched so far your beautiful has got to be my favorite! JGS is so amazing (it's the eyeliner!) His eyes are what definitely standed out in this drama.
I just loved the 3 guy main leads. Jeremy made me laugh so much, he's so cute, and I love his hair color. The reporter was annoying, and so was Tae Kyung's mother, Yoo He Yi, and Mi Nam's aunt. Yeah, that director guy and his random outbursts of english was so entertaining! It's so funny how Mi Nam's brother never showed his face. I'm like, that's because it's the same person... *___*
One of the best things about drama's are the soundtracks, and I really loved the music for the drama~
Almost all of it is going on my ipod (hopefully...)
After this, I want to continue to watch more dramas. (because their addicting) I've watched 9 so far: (in order of watching) I'm sure you can tell which one's are K drama's and which one's are J drama's by the names.
Zettai Kareshi , Hana Kimi, Coffee Prince, Personal Preference ,Hana Yori Dango, Boys Over Flowers, Mary Stayed Out All Night, Nobuta wo Produce, and Your Beautiful
Well Park Shin Hye (Go Min Nam) and Jung Yong Hwa (Shin woo) are staring in a drama called "You've fallen for me" in June.
I'm definitely watching it.
I've been eying Deka Wanko, which is a J drama based off of a manga. My reason for watching it was because the main character wears lolita clothes
But after watching 15 minutes of it, It didn't catch my eye at all, so I've decided not to watch it.
I've also been eying Dream High. I don't know any of the cast, but the story seems kind of cool~ I might also watch Taisetsu na Koto wa Subete Kimi ga Oshiete Kureta, which is a j drama.
I think I'll watch Dream High first.
I also took a picture of my art supplies!
I't's taken so long to collect as much as I have, and I even had to pay for some of it myself. But anyway, they are my most treasured things.
I started watching "your beautiful" a month ago.
After watching Mary Stayed Out All Night, a friend suggested I watch it. She said JGS was much more likable in this drama which I couldn't believe since I thought he was amazing in Mary. (until the end)
Well, I FINISHED IT LIKE 5 MINUTES AGO!! And she was right! Out of all of the Korean dramas I've watched so far your beautiful has got to be my favorite! JGS is so amazing (it's the eyeliner!) His eyes are what definitely standed out in this drama.
I just loved the 3 guy main leads. Jeremy made me laugh so much, he's so cute, and I love his hair color. The reporter was annoying, and so was Tae Kyung's mother, Yoo He Yi, and Mi Nam's aunt. Yeah, that director guy and his random outbursts of english was so entertaining! It's so funny how Mi Nam's brother never showed his face. I'm like, that's because it's the same person... *___*
One of the best things about drama's are the soundtracks, and I really loved the music for the drama~
Almost all of it is going on my ipod (hopefully...)
After this, I want to continue to watch more dramas. (because their addicting) I've watched 9 so far: (in order of watching) I'm sure you can tell which one's are K drama's and which one's are J drama's by the names.
Zettai Kareshi , Hana Kimi, Coffee Prince, Personal Preference ,Hana Yori Dango, Boys Over Flowers, Mary Stayed Out All Night, Nobuta wo Produce, and Your Beautiful
Well Park Shin Hye (Go Min Nam) and Jung Yong Hwa (Shin woo) are staring in a drama called "You've fallen for me" in June.
I'm definitely watching it.
I've been eying Deka Wanko, which is a J drama based off of a manga. My reason for watching it was because the main character wears lolita clothes
But after watching 15 minutes of it, It didn't catch my eye at all, so I've decided not to watch it. I've also been eying Dream High. I don't know any of the cast, but the story seems kind of cool~ I might also watch Taisetsu na Koto wa Subete Kimi ga Oshiete Kureta, which is a j drama.
I think I'll watch Dream High first.
I also took a picture of my art supplies!
I't's taken so long to collect as much as I have, and I even had to pay for some of it myself. But anyway, they are my most treasured things.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Long rant
I haven't been feeling well (mentally, not psychically) I'm worried about so many things. Grades, SAT's and other personal stuff. My GPA has dropped from a 3.65 to a 3.2 and I calculated my GPA for the 3rd marking period and it's a 3.0.
Algebra II, for once, isn't the problem. (I got a B 3red semester) It's Chemistry, and that Awful stupid pointless PSAT math prep class that I was forced take in which I got a 65% in.
When I was forced to sign up for PSAT prep, I thought it would be a good chance to up my SAT scores. But you know, it didn't even help. I TRIED to pay attention, I re-did EVERY test I failed (I failed all of them) and went over it with my mom. I TRIED to do the class work with honesty and not look in the back of the book, but It was all meaningless in the end. Not only did I have a demanding, evil teacher who graded harshly (what happened to A for effort?) her lessons were boring, our classes had no variety, and there were NO chances for extra credit.
Towards the end of the last class with her, I was like, forget this. I stopped taking notes. I didn't do the classwork. I should of did this halfway through the marking period. I knew I was going to fail anyway.
I'm so surprised and happy at the support I got from my mom. She expects me to do well with my grades. I can't get a C in any class other than math. My mom understood that this class was hard for me. I've sucked at math ever since I was little. Any other parent would of yelled at me, but my mom listened to me complain, helped me with my homework, and sympathized with me. She reassured me that she didn't care if I failed PSAT prep, after all, it's not one of my core classes. Colleges look at your SAT scores, they don't care If you failed the class. She also said I could pull my GPA up over the next two years and that my PSAT grade would average out If I got a good score in the English class. And I think I will do better in English. The teacher is much more nicer, I like English better, and I'm better at the English SAT's than the math part.
My mom reassured me, but I was surprised my friends didn't. I told my friend about my bad PSAT score on a test I took. I told her that I had to re due it at lunch. I told her because I was sad about it, even though I laughed when I said I got a 50%, I was still feeling upset. She laughed and said How can you fail the PSAT's? it's common sense. I know she was just joking, but It really stung, what she said really upset me.
My other friend was forced to take the PSAT class, just like me, except she didn't need to take it, where as I did. The PSAT's are easy for her. I didn't see her grade, but I'm sure it's an A. I'm sure she had no problem with the homework or classwork. One time, she said the classwork was super easy. Well, I thought It was really hard...
The SAT's AREN'T common sense. If they were, we'd all pass. Some things are hard for some people, for some people they are easy. WHY can't anyone understand this. That's why, I never bring up the topic of PSAT's to my friends anymore. I mean, they mean no harm when they say it's easy.
it's not easy for me.
And Spanish. I AM SO SICK OF IT I CAN'T TAKE IT A MOMENT LONGER. My teacher just yells and rants off directions for 30 minutes all in Spanish. We do these stupid activities and she yells at us for the littlest of things. Half the time I don't know what she's saying. I want to tear my ears out.I don't hate Spanish as a language, but my initial language that I'm learning is Japanese. Well, after this year, my language credits are DONE. I planned to stop after Spanish II, but I figured out Chinese is going to be offered next year. Japanese is derived from Chinese, I figured I'd take Chinese I and Chinese II.
The only things I have to look forward to are Spring break, Sakura Matsuri, and several new singles and albums from my favorite artist. I can't wait until Summer.
I'm so sick
of just everything.
I feel so bad about complaining. There are people in japan, Africa, and other countries without food, water, shelter, power, who have lost family members and friends. Here I am so spoiled and un grateful complaining about how sucky my life is when there are more un fortunate things going on in the world.
Here is a picture of the Sakura tree in my yard.
The pink sakura are starting to change to the pretty red leaves that appear on it every Summer. Every time I look at this tree, It gives me hope.
Some photos I took around my neighborhood:
Algebra II, for once, isn't the problem. (I got a B 3red semester) It's Chemistry, and that Awful stupid pointless PSAT math prep class that I was forced take in which I got a 65% in.
When I was forced to sign up for PSAT prep, I thought it would be a good chance to up my SAT scores. But you know, it didn't even help. I TRIED to pay attention, I re-did EVERY test I failed (I failed all of them) and went over it with my mom. I TRIED to do the class work with honesty and not look in the back of the book, but It was all meaningless in the end. Not only did I have a demanding, evil teacher who graded harshly (what happened to A for effort?) her lessons were boring, our classes had no variety, and there were NO chances for extra credit.
Towards the end of the last class with her, I was like, forget this. I stopped taking notes. I didn't do the classwork. I should of did this halfway through the marking period. I knew I was going to fail anyway.
I'm so surprised and happy at the support I got from my mom. She expects me to do well with my grades. I can't get a C in any class other than math. My mom understood that this class was hard for me. I've sucked at math ever since I was little. Any other parent would of yelled at me, but my mom listened to me complain, helped me with my homework, and sympathized with me. She reassured me that she didn't care if I failed PSAT prep, after all, it's not one of my core classes. Colleges look at your SAT scores, they don't care If you failed the class. She also said I could pull my GPA up over the next two years and that my PSAT grade would average out If I got a good score in the English class. And I think I will do better in English. The teacher is much more nicer, I like English better, and I'm better at the English SAT's than the math part.
My mom reassured me, but I was surprised my friends didn't. I told my friend about my bad PSAT score on a test I took. I told her that I had to re due it at lunch. I told her because I was sad about it, even though I laughed when I said I got a 50%, I was still feeling upset. She laughed and said How can you fail the PSAT's? it's common sense. I know she was just joking, but It really stung, what she said really upset me.
My other friend was forced to take the PSAT class, just like me, except she didn't need to take it, where as I did. The PSAT's are easy for her. I didn't see her grade, but I'm sure it's an A. I'm sure she had no problem with the homework or classwork. One time, she said the classwork was super easy. Well, I thought It was really hard...
The SAT's AREN'T common sense. If they were, we'd all pass. Some things are hard for some people, for some people they are easy. WHY can't anyone understand this. That's why, I never bring up the topic of PSAT's to my friends anymore. I mean, they mean no harm when they say it's easy.
it's not easy for me.
And Spanish. I AM SO SICK OF IT I CAN'T TAKE IT A MOMENT LONGER. My teacher just yells and rants off directions for 30 minutes all in Spanish. We do these stupid activities and she yells at us for the littlest of things. Half the time I don't know what she's saying. I want to tear my ears out.I don't hate Spanish as a language, but my initial language that I'm learning is Japanese. Well, after this year, my language credits are DONE. I planned to stop after Spanish II, but I figured out Chinese is going to be offered next year. Japanese is derived from Chinese, I figured I'd take Chinese I and Chinese II.
The only things I have to look forward to are Spring break, Sakura Matsuri, and several new singles and albums from my favorite artist. I can't wait until Summer.
I'm so sick
of just everything.
I feel so bad about complaining. There are people in japan, Africa, and other countries without food, water, shelter, power, who have lost family members and friends. Here I am so spoiled and un grateful complaining about how sucky my life is when there are more un fortunate things going on in the world.
Here is a picture of the Sakura tree in my yard.
The pink sakura are starting to change to the pretty red leaves that appear on it every Summer. Every time I look at this tree, It gives me hope.
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