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My smile

Is nothing compared to her’s

My laugh

Is nothing compared to her’s

Even If I take

Just an extra minute

On my hair

Every Morning

You never notice

My plain, dull, boring

Ugly self

Can never compare to her’s

I can understand why you like her

She’s pretty

Lovable

Popular

How can I compare

To any of that?

Two Decembers pass

And I still think about you

When I see you in the hallway

With her, I hold it in

I try not to feel upset

I try not to stare

I don’t cry

Even though I’m nothing to you

I’m invisible to you

You don’t even know my name

It’s painful

It hurts

But I don’t have the courage

To say anything

So I sit and watch you

And her

Painfully

Without a sound