I thought that when Summer came, I would be happy everyday. I wouldn't have to go to school anymore, I wouldn't have to get up early, or spend 40 minutes trying to find something decent to wear.
But oh no, somehow I'm still not happy.
Despite all of the free time I have, I'm more miserable than before.
It seems everybody else is having a fantastic summer.
A former classmate is in Hawaii, spending her time there before college.
Another friend of mine is in California on vacation.
Another friend of mine is also in California, and her friend that she's been friends with for a while and her are now going out.
But me?
I sit around all day and eat, take naps, maybe even draw. My butt is practically superglued to the chair is front of my computer. I'm not doing anything.
How pathetic am I?
Sitting here, watching Korean dramas all day.
I see all of these pictures on Facebook of people going to the movies, and hanging out.
But nobody has called or text me.
Nobody has sent a message to me through Facebook or Tumblr.
I don't blame them. I'm so boring. I'm not really a fun person to hang out with.
I'm just so jealous, and envious.
Everybody is having fun, making the best out of their Summer. And what am I doing?
I guess I have no real friends who'd want to actually hang out with me... I have no boyfriend, and probably never will... My sister works most of the time... My mother too.
My mothers work schedule combined with her exercise and yogas classes makes it hard for me to go anywhere.
If only a cool person would move in next door.
We's become best friends.
I'd be able to have so much fun, and I wouldn't be so lonely...
But of course, that's impossible, because life doesn't work that way.
I'm just alone, in the house most of time.
Cleaning keeps me busy...
But It can't hide the fact that I'm lonely.
When will I be happy again...?
But oh no, somehow I'm still not happy.
Despite all of the free time I have, I'm more miserable than before.
It seems everybody else is having a fantastic summer.
A former classmate is in Hawaii, spending her time there before college.
Another friend of mine is in California on vacation.
Another friend of mine is also in California, and her friend that she's been friends with for a while and her are now going out.
But me?
I sit around all day and eat, take naps, maybe even draw. My butt is practically superglued to the chair is front of my computer. I'm not doing anything.
How pathetic am I?
Sitting here, watching Korean dramas all day.
I see all of these pictures on Facebook of people going to the movies, and hanging out.
But nobody has called or text me.
Nobody has sent a message to me through Facebook or Tumblr.
I don't blame them. I'm so boring. I'm not really a fun person to hang out with.
I'm just so jealous, and envious.
Everybody is having fun, making the best out of their Summer. And what am I doing?
I guess I have no real friends who'd want to actually hang out with me... I have no boyfriend, and probably never will... My sister works most of the time... My mother too.
My mothers work schedule combined with her exercise and yogas classes makes it hard for me to go anywhere.
If only a cool person would move in next door.
We's become best friends.
I'd be able to have so much fun, and I wouldn't be so lonely...
But of course, that's impossible, because life doesn't work that way.
I'm just alone, in the house most of time.
Cleaning keeps me busy...
But It can't hide the fact that I'm lonely.
When will I be happy again...?
